Random Things In Life

        I was never understand how some people love to listen to the music with full volume, like the speaker can burst at a time. Even in my room or in my car, I never play my music with maximum volume. Like medium volume is enough to disturb me. It just make me feel uncomfortable. 

        But now I know, and I feel it too. Sometimes we turn on the music out loud to silence our mind. To keep them a little bit quite so they can't hurt our heart. It's scary how our own mind can be the one who hurts us so badly. How our thought can be the one who pushes us to the edge. And out loud music can muffle them a little bit, even it's temporary, we all need a break right?

Many people ask me why I love to listen to this song recently. Can't explain too much, but I think this song is happening to me right now haha. It's a korean song. And all korean song (especially drama ost.) has a very deep meaning. Don't know why. Maybe that's the power of korean drama 😂

Today I'm awake with smile in my face. Waking up with a very happy feeling. Haha its so rarely happen. Cause you know, I hate to wake up in the morning.

I want to tell you about that dream. Wanna know it? Here you go..

I don't know how the beginning, but the point is, I dreamed about 'him'. No, not my boyfriend. Hehe I never have and never will have a boyfriend cause you know I'm JoSH. InsyaAllah.